And so
Surely it is becoming clear now that governments at certain levels are not here to help their existing population but to psychologically, economically and divisively beat us into submission to the “New World Order.” There is little kindness or compassion or even gratitude extended to citizens, let alone logic at times. It is why we will have to “up” our kindness, compassion and care in our individual lives as we can. People have to help each other. That is real and can happen. However, be careful. Not every gift comes without expectations. Do not sell your soul or your integrity for anything. I was the recent recipient of some very kind acts from very kind human beings that has given me hope in a very dark world. It has been a very hard few months for me beyond the usual difficulties of being a widow in a changing world without the love of your life to laugh with. Hope is everything. If you can give someone realistic hope at any point in your life, even a small gesture of kindness, it matters more than you can know. We have to love each other. Except the psychopaths of course. (Despite the sad conditions that made them, they are accountable.) I am limited and somewhat exhausted emotionally and physically, but I try. It would appear that the younger generations are not going to fight for their countries but are choosing more and more to leave. Particularly in Canada. I don’t know what to make of that. It is simply how it is. Tax time is particularly grating because we aren’t quite sure what we’re paying taxes for when the healthcare system is a mess, employment is dicy, foreign relations are fraught with controversy and broken promises, wars are starting, etc. We didn’t vote for this. We who believe in having the people have a say did not vote for the “New World Order.” And paying its consequences in what we understood to be a democracy is utterly draconian at this point. Canada, e.g. before a decade ago was known to produce less than 2% of the world’s carbon emissions. In that sense we were a role model for other countries. Now, we must be expected to have no carbon emissions at all and must be driven into the ground to become a new role model for the world perhaps. It feels like that is the plan right now. We are, it feels, like a plaything. I say again, you don’t destroy a country and its people in order to build a world no one wants to live in. No human would chose what is envisioned by those who plot and plan our lives. One day at a time is the most any of us can manage. And manage we must. Manage with eyes wide open and heart carefully managed. And whether you believe in what is happening or not, look carefully at what is happening to “all” of your fellow citizens (not just those you know) and remember “Do not send to know for whom the bell tolls.” As Donne once said.

